I am not a mean-spirited person, yet over and over I get portrayed that way. And every time it happens, a little piece of my heart dies.
It's exhausting to defend my motivations constantly.
So that's why I went private. Without going into it, someone took a post I wrote as an attack (which it was certainly not), and someone else out there in the vast internet is using my words to their own advantage.
I'm not sure where this is going to go. I want to keep the blog going - it's been over 2 years, 500+ posts that contain so much of my memories, thoughts, and heartbreak. Do I 86 it after all that? Just keep it to myself? Invite only exclusive people into my club? I'm just not sure at this time. As much as I love you, blog, you have taken up a life all your own. You've gotten demanding, and are not afraid to throw out the guilt card if ignored for too long.
But friends are asking....