Church today - two birth announcements in the bulletin.
Someone wrote on my FB wall, and when I went to reply via wall-to-wall, it pulled up the last time we'd posted that way. Back in March. I was all a-bubble about how Andrew was coming to the next OB visit to see the ultrasound, to see his little sister for the first time.
I mostly stay ahead of my grief.
But today it's catching up with me. It's reaching for me, ready to tag me.
I don't think about how this Christmas "should" be. I don't let my mind go there.
I just feel the stark emptiness in my arms.
I miss her today.