5.16.2010

Waking Up is Hard to Do

Oh, last night was amazing! I took a pregnancy test and it came back positive! We laughed and hugged and celebrated that God had smiled on us!

And then I woke up.

I'm usually relieved to wake up from a dream. But this one, I wanted to crawl back under the covers and live in it. Pray that God would make it my reality. Go back to before waking up ruined my life.

God, hear my cry!

10 comments:

  1. Oh, I got so happy...then the next sentence came :(

    I hope your dream comes true soon!

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  2. I strongly believe that I dream things before they happen. So, I'm sayin a prayer that's the case here. xo

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  3. I've had a dream like that almost every night for the last two weeks. And last month's and this month's cycle is completely strange. I'm having a period, but not a typical for me one. But the tests are coming back negative (except in the dreams). Which isn't an indicator I'm not, considering that with both my boys AND Chaya I got negative results until nearly or just after second tri.

    It wouldn't necessarily be a good thing for me to be pregnant, given the diagnosis I received about what would most likely happen should I get pregnant again, but I'm hoping that your dreams come true.

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  4. Here's hoping dreams come true!!!! Hugs

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  5. I'm glad for your dream...I would have rather had that one than the one I woke up dreaming. I dreamt that Jasper had been killed in a car wreck. I was thinking, "Oh, dear God, not TWO!" I woke up confused & then VERY releaved.

    Sorry I didn't get to talk to you at church.

    Blessings, Kim<><

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  6. I wish it hadn't been a dream

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  7. I believe that dreams and visions that come from God are different! Visions can come in forms of a dream, like the visions Joseph had. You know they're visions because you remember them so vividly and you don't soon forget them. I pray your vision becomes reality soon. Love you!

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  8. I believe that dreams and visions that come from God are different! Visions can come in forms of a dream, like the visions Joseph had. You know they're visions because you remember them so vividly and you don't soon forget them. I pray your vision becomes reality soon. Love you!

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  9. *hugs* I wish it wasn't a dream. Praying you get your BFP.

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