Sick

For the record, progesterone stinks. I've been lightheaded, nauseated, and exhausted for the last 2 days. And everything I read on the web states that this is a controversial treatment and has never been proven to work. I very much hope that's not the case here, because I'd hate to be feeling this way for nothing.

I'm a little sad, too. I find myself detaching from the pregnancy because I'm afraid it's not going to be viable. I know it's natural, but it still makes me feel bad. I almost wish I could rewind a few days and not know what I do, I was so much happier this past weekend. Thank God He's got control over this situation, and I can trust Him to do what is best.

But so far, so good. No bleeding, no cramping.

It's going to be a long 2 weeks before we see the doctor again. Please keep us in your prayers.