It's almost time!
It's almost here!
Is it weird that I'm so excited about Leila's due date?
I've got happy plans. Not sad plans.
Like that book said, I'm turning "why?" into "what now?"
Andrew's helping me cook:
And we've been making lots of teeny, tiny baby blankets:
The MOD bracelets are here (look, Jennie! I'm repurposing your gift bag! It's perfect):
And I'm just praying that Lea's Angel Wings make it on time.
I've only really let my mind wander a little, imagining where we'd be if we hadn't lost her. More than likely, she'd already be here. I'd be tired, but so happy. Andrew would be the proud big brother, and Yasar would be falling in love all over again.
We're missing you, Leila. And we're so happy you're enjoying heaven. We'll see you soon!