This week has been so HARD!

I feel like God has truly backed me into the corner.

Today they cancelled my credit card.

I was current on it. So I don't exactly understand why.

But I'm skydiving, and my last parachute just snapped on me.

So God, I sure as heck hope You're there.

And You're going to provide.

Because I'm face-to-face with my very darkest day.

More and more misery piling on top of me.

Last night I called my family and cancelled Christmas for this year.

Going under.

God, got a life preserver?


  1. I am so sorry for the trouble you are having. I will pray for your days to get better. ((HUGS))

  2. I'm praying for you, Emily. I struggle daily with wondering if God is really there and if He has forgotten me. It sure feels like it sometimes. It is so hard to balance grief and life. (((()))) Please email me or get me on Facebook if you want to talk.

  3. I know He does, I'll keep praying.

  4. Sending Love, Hugs and Hope your way....

  5. I can't tell you how many "drowning" days I had -- and occasionally still do. I know how hard it is to keep your head above water. It's just exhausting and you wonder why no one is helping you swim. It seems like no one in this world cares.

    I'm so sorry Emily. I wish that I was closer. For now, just know that I am here if you need someone to vent to. Really...it's safe and I'll do what I can to help you swim.


  6. So sorry for all of this with your loss to deal with it on top of it all. I will be praying for you, Emily. xx

  7. That is very odd that they cancelled you card when you were current. There was no explanation on their part? I'm so sorry everything is hitting you at once. I'm praying for things to get better!!!

  8. When it rains it pours, doesn't it? Praying for you and sending love and ((hugs)) your way...