It's been over two weeks since I've shed a tear. Or really even felt sad. Or really thought about my baby angel.
Considering it's only been 3 months since she went Home, is this normal?
I read my fellow DBM's blogs, and see them broken for months.
And I feel like this uncaring mom, who doesn't miss her little girl enough to grieve anymore.
I feel horrible about this.
But I still don't grieve.
And it's not like I'm avoiding the grief. I embrace the tears when they come, knowing that with the tears comes the healing.
Maybe I'm just a little messed up.
Maybe? Ha, almost certainly.