Why did You do this to me?
What did I do to You to deserve this all-consuming pain?
Why would You dangle THE ONE THING You knew I truly wanted in front of me, teasing me with it, only to yank it away?
Why will You offer me no escape now?
You know I have too many reasons to stay here on this earth. No matter how badly I want to leave.
You know I've never entertained thoughts of taking my own life before.
Why won't You come and take this cup from my lips? Why do you give me this reason to suffer, and then give me no consolation?
You've chosen to leave me hollow again this month. Take that little bit of hope I had and crush it under Your heel. Thanks for that, I really needed it.
You saw fit to bring Lazarus back from the dead. Was he more important than my baby? Why can't I sign up for that?
Bring her back, or take me. Please. I just can't do this anymore.